I feel that I am a burden to everyone, that no one will ever love me.
感觉自己对别人而言就是个累赘,不会有人爱上我的。
I feel that I'm a burden to everyone, that no one will ever love me, that I'm better off dead, because that way I wouldn't hurt anyone. However, on the other hand, I want to keep living and show everyone that I'm strong.